2010.11.14

2010-11-14 | 23:59:06
Lessie, I liked talking to you the other day. More power walks and more talking! I want you back so badly...

I've got some plans for tomorrow:
Breakfast - 1 sandwich
Lunch - Pills
Dinner - What's served in a small portion
Evening snack - 1 sandwich


Do you like that? Plus, I'll be dancing for like 2,5 hours tomorrow, and do some walking as well. And working in the shop is quite heavy too. Every fucking calorie will be burn out of my body! Lessie, we're going to get skinny. Toghether. If only the doctor change my drugs.. The Zyprexa is making me gaining weight. Fucking hate it. I've gained so much weight. And the more I gain, the less I eat. But still - I gain.

Anyway, I like you Lessie. Come back to me.
Going to sleep now. Kisses and hugs ♥


I did it for you

2010-10-10 | 21:59:28
Lessie.

I cut myself yesterday. I cut myself in the stomach and I cut myself on my right thigh. Deep. Blood. I cut myself for you, cus' you told me to. And you told me you'd come back if I did it and now I've done it. Come back now.

What else do you want me to do? I'll do it. I can feel you're not here, and I miss you. What do you want me to do for you to come back?

Yours sincerely, L ♥


19 år. Umeå. Ätstörd.